(This column originally appeared in The News Herald on Sunday, October 23, 2005.)
Hugs all around, and smiles, and some laughs.
We compare bald spots, and aches and pains like the guys on Jaws comparing their scars. We brag about our children, their grades and accomplishments, bestow compliments and accept them.
(We live through our children, after all. We put our arms around them and hang on for dear life. The future is there. Here is the past, we say to the child as we brag to our forefathers about the living future.)
So many faces in the crowd. We don't see them any more, except at family reunions, or weddings or funerals. We don't have family reunions any more, and those of us who were once considered the kids of the family are now at that intermediate age when it seems like nobody's getting married.
I guess you know what that leaves.
I'm thinking it's a shame that it has been so long since I saw so many of these people, and I'm thinking Bobby would be glad to see so many of them gathered up in one place. He'd have something inappropriate and hilarious to say about it.
There are pictures and flowers, as there always are. And tears. But there are inordinate amounts of smiles. Bobby would have appreciated that — it's what he brought into rooms.
Later, after the service at the Flomaton Funeral Home and another one on the green hill overlooking the town, we gather at his house. We are greeted there by a wooden sculpture Roland Hockett might have conceived on a whim.
Bobby built the monument to the recent hurricanes Ivan and Dennis after they dropped trees — twice — on his house. The second time, after repairs from the first time had been significantly completed.
The freeform sculpture stands at the end of the walkway that leads from the street to the front door of the home. It's made of pieces cut from the trees as they were removed from the house, as well as various other debris.
Maybe it's a warning of what can happen if you fight the forces of nature, I thought. Maybe it's a kind of pine ju-ju meant to appease the hurricane gods. Most likely, it's just a typical joke — Bobby's way of saying he's not going to let something like a one-two punch from Mother Nature get him down.
Some people leave memories. Some leave legacies. Some leave monuments.
I snap a picture, and wonder.
Peace.
Thursday, October 15, 2015
Tuesday, October 13, 2015
Behind the Writing: PART 1: Characters or Situations?
The following is the first in a three-part series about the craft of writing, specifically characters and situations, why we write stories, and how to refill the creative well. These conversations took place in early October 2015 with author Mark Boss and myself.
Mark: We were talking the other day about characters. You read Stephen King’s “On Writing,” and he says he always starts with a situation; I started thinking, how predominant is that? How many authors start with a situation versus starting with a character? When you told me about your Alabama trip, it seemed like the seed of it, the germ was the character first. What triggered that idea, and then did you build the situation around that character?
Tony: I think that story came out of inundating — immersing myself in a bunch of unrelated ideas. I’m in Birmingham, and there’s a lot of stuff about the Confederacy, it’s an iron town — that whole blacksmithy, iron works, steam era feel to it. And I’m reading a lot of steampunk. All of those things fed into the mulcher, and then, driving home, seeing those old Southern city names —
Mark: Specifically, Jemison and Thorsby. Were they in that order?
Tony: Yes.
Mark: Because you might not have thought of it (if they were in the reverse order).
Tony: Right. That came from character first, from a mixture of the names and a time period I had floating around in my head. So in a way, the situation was kind of already there. I was primed to find a story that was steeped in the Old South.
Mark: Which is quite a departure, because I’d say most steampunk, maybe 90 percent of it, is Victorian England. At best, they cross the Channel to France. So Steampunk-USA is a departure.
Tony: With my Caliban stories, it definitely came out of character first. I was 14 years old and wanted to write Doctor Strange. Before I knew it, I wasn’t writing about the wizard, I was writing about the kid he trained and the development of his potential as a magic-user. Over the years, both of those characters kind of developed in the back of my head. — So, how about you, Mark? Character or situation?
Mark: Looking at the last few books, I realize I’m going more ‘situation.’ My thing was a “what-if.” What if all these bad things happened at the same time? I love zombie things, and zombies were very big at the time. And yet I thought, okay, what if we ramped it up? Because one apocalypse is not enough for me. That’s just too slow. I want to see us get devastated. So you throw in aliens — the classic thing of alien invasion — and then you throw in a robot uprising, and then we’re starting to get it boiling. We’ve brought it up to temperature. Then I started thinking, everyone is going to be caught in this, but we don’t want to follow the people who just sit in their basement and wait for it to stop. We want to follow people out there actually doing things. The books jump around a fair amount to different characters. Even so, I tried to focus on the excitement: Let’s go look for the most important things happening or the most fun things happening. That was more a situation thing, but I had never thought hard about it until recently.
In the next post, we’ll address the question: Why do we make up stories?
Check out Mark's blog "Chimp With Pencil"<<
Mark's website<<
and his Amazon author page<<
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| Mark Boss at PC Creative Con 2K15 |
Tony: I think that story came out of inundating — immersing myself in a bunch of unrelated ideas. I’m in Birmingham, and there’s a lot of stuff about the Confederacy, it’s an iron town — that whole blacksmithy, iron works, steam era feel to it. And I’m reading a lot of steampunk. All of those things fed into the mulcher, and then, driving home, seeing those old Southern city names —
Mark: Specifically, Jemison and Thorsby. Were they in that order?
Tony: Yes.
Mark: Because you might not have thought of it (if they were in the reverse order).
Tony: Right. That came from character first, from a mixture of the names and a time period I had floating around in my head. So in a way, the situation was kind of already there. I was primed to find a story that was steeped in the Old South.
Mark: Which is quite a departure, because I’d say most steampunk, maybe 90 percent of it, is Victorian England. At best, they cross the Channel to France. So Steampunk-USA is a departure.
Tony: With my Caliban stories, it definitely came out of character first. I was 14 years old and wanted to write Doctor Strange. Before I knew it, I wasn’t writing about the wizard, I was writing about the kid he trained and the development of his potential as a magic-user. Over the years, both of those characters kind of developed in the back of my head. — So, how about you, Mark? Character or situation?
Mark: Looking at the last few books, I realize I’m going more ‘situation.’ My thing was a “what-if.” What if all these bad things happened at the same time? I love zombie things, and zombies were very big at the time. And yet I thought, okay, what if we ramped it up? Because one apocalypse is not enough for me. That’s just too slow. I want to see us get devastated. So you throw in aliens — the classic thing of alien invasion — and then you throw in a robot uprising, and then we’re starting to get it boiling. We’ve brought it up to temperature. Then I started thinking, everyone is going to be caught in this, but we don’t want to follow the people who just sit in their basement and wait for it to stop. We want to follow people out there actually doing things. The books jump around a fair amount to different characters. Even so, I tried to focus on the excitement: Let’s go look for the most important things happening or the most fun things happening. That was more a situation thing, but I had never thought hard about it until recently.
In the next post, we’ll address the question: Why do we make up stories?
Check out Mark's blog "Chimp With Pencil"<<
Mark's website<<
and his Amazon author page<<
Friday, October 09, 2015
Undercurrents: Honoring Rosie, establishing a legacy
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| Rosie |
- The Amelia Center Honors: Rosemarie O’Bourke
- When: 7:30 p.m. Oct. 17
- Where: Amelia G. Tapper Center for the Arts, Gulf Coast State College, 5230 W. U.S. 98, Panama City
- Tickets: Free admission; online reservations at GulfCoast.edu/Arts suggested to guarantee seating
- Details: Call 850-872-3887 or email jhedden@gulfcoast.edu
Next week, Oct. 17, the college will celebrate
Rosie’s career and legacy following her recent retirement as chairwoman of the
Visual and Performing Arts Division — a department that started when she first
arrived at the college, about 30 years ago.
“The Amelia Center Honors is an event celebrating
the numerous contributions Rosie O’Bourke has made to arts and education in
this community and the positive impact she has had on so many students during
her career,” said Jason Hedden, who assumed his role as chairman of the GCSC
Visual and Performing Arts Division upon Rosie’s retirement. “The entire
community is invited to share in this exiting evening of entertainment.”
The special ceremony will feature performances and
tributes by students, alumni, colleagues and community members. NYC-based
performer and alumnus Matthew Holtzclaw will serve as guest emcee. Formal
attire is requested.
The Amelia Center Honors, as it goes into the
future, will become an event to honor others who contribute extraordinary value
to the area’s cultural life.
In 2013, I sat down with Rosie in her office, which
was decorated with University of Florida and Gator items, and we talked about
her life and career.
Born in Cuba, she came to the U.S. in 1961 at age 13
as one of the “Peter Pan” children. The Miami Catholic churches had arranged
passage for Cuban children and placed them in foster homes and orphanages to
get them out of Castro’s regime.
“I didn’t speak any English or any such thing,” she
said. “My brother and I went to live with a family we knew, friends of our
parents. We were lucky.”
Rosie completed high school and college in St.
Petersburg, graduated from UF with a master’s in music, took a second master’s
degree in theater from St. Louis University, worked in a playhouse in Cleveland
while getting her MFA, married and had three kids.
The first show she produced at GCSC (still
“Community” College at the time), was “Bye Bye Birdie,” with choreography by
her longtime collaborator and friend Jenny Freed. The last one she directed, a
career-long dream, was “Les Miserables.”
But retirement doesn’t mean she’s far from the
footlights. She plans to spend more time at a family cabin in North Carolina,
but also to work with children, teaching and producing children’s theater and
choral performances. Arts education is as important to her now as ever.
“My soapbox is keeping the arts in our schools,” she
said. “Kids really need it, and research shows they do better in all the other
subjects if they’re (exposed to) the arts. My students have gotten so much from
the arts — self concept, energy, compassion. They had to learn to be team
players, to accept other people, and no matter what field you go into, you have
to be a team player.”
As the team gets together next weekend to honor its
coach, mentor, and fellow player, they’ve had occasion to reflect on how they
got where they are — and who helped guide them along the path.
“Rosie has had a profound impact on my life and
career,” Hedden said. “For over 20 years, she has believed in me, more than I
believed in myself. That unwavering support has given me a confidence that has
led to many of the personal and professional successes in my life.”
That’s a legacy anyone would be proud to count.
Congrats, Rosie, for a career well spent, and best wishes for many years of
creativity and inspiration to come.
Peace.
Thursday, October 08, 2015
Throwback Thursday: On the road — I remember the warrior
(The following originally was published in the Sunday edition of The News Herald, October 16, 2005.)
I remember a time of chaos, ruined dreams, this wasted land. Most of all, I remember the man we called Max, the road warrior.
Here, the signs stripped of numbers, the bags over the nozzles. There, cars backed up 10 deep and into the street with a police officer directing the lines and watching for drive-offs as the last drops are drained of premium.
And finally, cars following a tanker as it drives from the Chevron terminal on St. Andrew Bay to deliver thousands of gallons to a station on U.S. 231. There, the lines form again, and only hours later the underground tanks again are dry.
There's desperation in the eyes of those who sat at the ends of the lines, those who did not get a taste of the golden juice, those whose needles rest on the red "E."
Without fuel they were nothing. They'd built a house of straw. Suddenly their machines sputtered and stopped. Their leaders talked and talked and talked, but nothing could stem the avalanche. Their world crumbled.
I was one of the lucky ones during the recent shortage who found gasoline — enough to make a trip out of town — and there I found gasoline enough to make it back home again. It was a worrisome thing to do.
You become afraid to travel. If you give any thought to the ready availability of fuel, then you do. Can you get from here to there? And if you make it one way, can you get back home again?
Traveling last weekend, we passed any number of gas stations with empty signs and bagged nozzles in Walton, Okaloosa, Santa Rosa and Escambia counties. We paid more to travel one way to the old homestead and back again than it would have cost to drive three times that far a year ago.
Abandoned cars sat on roadsides, more than I've ever seen on that journey, and I wondered how many of them simply were out of petrol.
We'd been making Road Warrior jokes for weeks around the office because of the shortage, and now I was facing the images for real and wondering: Where was Lord Humungus? Where was the lawman, Max? How far were we from feral children roaming the wasteland with boomerangs?
To understand who he was we have to go back to the other time. When the world was powered by the black fuel, and the desert sprung great cities of pipe and steel. Gone now, swept away.
Strangely enough, AMC's "A One and A Two" (in which the cable network plays a movie and its sequel as a double feature) on Wednesday night showed Max Max followed by The Road Warrior.
And Thursday, the prices on the convenience store signs began to fall. I wondered if there was some karmic connection.
"You want to get out of here? You talk to me."
Here he would learn, amid the dark wreckage, that the fire which burns in the heart of man, will endure. Hope survives.
Peace.
I remember a time of chaos, ruined dreams, this wasted land. Most of all, I remember the man we called Max, the road warrior.
Here, the signs stripped of numbers, the bags over the nozzles. There, cars backed up 10 deep and into the street with a police officer directing the lines and watching for drive-offs as the last drops are drained of premium.
And finally, cars following a tanker as it drives from the Chevron terminal on St. Andrew Bay to deliver thousands of gallons to a station on U.S. 231. There, the lines form again, and only hours later the underground tanks again are dry.
There's desperation in the eyes of those who sat at the ends of the lines, those who did not get a taste of the golden juice, those whose needles rest on the red "E."
Without fuel they were nothing. They'd built a house of straw. Suddenly their machines sputtered and stopped. Their leaders talked and talked and talked, but nothing could stem the avalanche. Their world crumbled.
I was one of the lucky ones during the recent shortage who found gasoline — enough to make a trip out of town — and there I found gasoline enough to make it back home again. It was a worrisome thing to do.
You become afraid to travel. If you give any thought to the ready availability of fuel, then you do. Can you get from here to there? And if you make it one way, can you get back home again?
Traveling last weekend, we passed any number of gas stations with empty signs and bagged nozzles in Walton, Okaloosa, Santa Rosa and Escambia counties. We paid more to travel one way to the old homestead and back again than it would have cost to drive three times that far a year ago.
Abandoned cars sat on roadsides, more than I've ever seen on that journey, and I wondered how many of them simply were out of petrol.
We'd been making Road Warrior jokes for weeks around the office because of the shortage, and now I was facing the images for real and wondering: Where was Lord Humungus? Where was the lawman, Max? How far were we from feral children roaming the wasteland with boomerangs?
To understand who he was we have to go back to the other time. When the world was powered by the black fuel, and the desert sprung great cities of pipe and steel. Gone now, swept away.
Strangely enough, AMC's "A One and A Two" (in which the cable network plays a movie and its sequel as a double feature) on Wednesday night showed Max Max followed by The Road Warrior.
And Thursday, the prices on the convenience store signs began to fall. I wondered if there was some karmic connection.
"You want to get out of here? You talk to me."
Here he would learn, amid the dark wreckage, that the fire which burns in the heart of man, will endure. Hope survives.
Peace.
Wednesday, October 07, 2015
Writers Wednesday: Angier enters fictional realm with ‘Political Animal’
PANAMA CITY — A beautiful but ambitious wife, a
delusional blogger, a police detective and a newspaper reporter are among the
characters vying to understand lawyer Peter Madden. He’s running for State
Attorney in the Florida Panhandle, and he’s pleading self-defense for having
shot a client to death in his own law office.
This is the situation readers face in David L.
Angier’s debut novel, “Political Animal,” the opening salvo of a trilogy that
will explore Florida politics, courtroom drama and wacky characters. (Book two,
which is not yet complete, is currently titled “Strange Bedfellows.”)
For Madden, a claim of self defense just might make
him the ideal candidate for an ultra-conservative political group with a gun
rights agenda. With the help of a savvy campaign manager and a mysterious “dirty
deeds” man, Madden turns the election process on its ear, molds the killing
into a political statement and runs as “the candidate who isn’t afraid to do
what needs to be done.”
“Political Animal” is Angier’s first novel after
publishing two nonfiction books, “The Madness of Joe Francis” (2013) and
“Salvaged Santa” (2011, with Greg Wilson). He has two more nonfiction books on
his schedule, but unlike his other work — which has focused on telling the true
stories behind the headlines, and which is written with the audience in mind —
this novel was about having fun.
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| David L. Angier |
“I didn’t write this one for anyone else but me,”
Angier said during a recent conversation at Amavida Coffee & Tea in St.
Andrews. “I decided right off I was just going to have fun with this project,
and I enjoyed writing it. I used to say I didn’t think I’d ever write a novel, but
now I don’t want to write nonfiction again.”
Angier, 50, was raised in the Clearwater area near
Tampa. He earned a degree in Journalism and Communications from the University
of Florida, where he “suffered along
with my classmates through a spree of murders by a serial killer that
terrorized the campus.” After graduation, he worked as a courts and crime
reporter with several newspapers in Florida, Missouri and Illinois, before
landing at The News Herald, where he covered courts and crime for the next 12
years.
“Florida is a great place to grow up, especially if
you have an appreciation for tropical weather, string bikinis and warm Gulf of
Mexico waters,” he says in a biographical note. “Panama City has turned out to
be the richest area for news I’ve ever encountered, and my first two (and next
two) nonfiction books are from events in that area.”
As a reporter, Angier said he often would find
himself composing an article in his head as he drove back to the office from
court or the scene of a crime. Now, he does the same thing with fiction, as an
inspiration strikes and he begins letting a scenario play out in his head.
“Then I go back to my home office and start
writing,” he said. “I try to follow the flow and let the story dictate itself.
... Dialogue moves things along. I do a lot of character development through
dialogue.”
Real people are complex collections of sometimes
contradictory personality traits. Angier said he builds characters by focusing
on just a few traits, which allows him to divide aspects of “a normal human
being” into several characters. Readers fill in the gaps, but the traits make
the characters memorable.
“I find characters I want to write about and put
them in completely fictional settings,” he said.
Angier doesn’t plan to hold formal book signing
events, but he said you’re liable to catch him hanging out at The Wine Dog off
23rd Street any given Friday evening, having a cigar and a beer; he’ll have
some books with him that he’s selling for only $5 each (they cost about twice
that online).
“Like I said, I’m not trying to make a ton of money
with this book,” he said. “It’s about having fun. If people read it and enjoy
it, then I’ve succeeded.”
- ‘Political Animal’
- What: Debut novel by David L. Angier (242 pages, paperback)
- Where: Available on Amazon.com or via DavidLAngier.com
- Price: $8.99 online or $5 in person
Friday, October 02, 2015
Forecast for a Blood Moon: Cloudy with a chance of snark
PANAMA CITY BEACH — I set up three lawn chairs in
front of our house Sunday night and positioned them to face the glowing blotch floating
overhead, where the full moon’s glow struggled to pierce the cloud cover.
We hoped to glimpse the supermoon and the “blood
moon” effect of the total lunar eclipse. Clouds moving in opposing directions,
depending on their altitude, worked to obscure our view — a condition made all
the more frustrating by the open gaps showing black space and sparkling stars
at the wrong angle from our position below to allow a view of the moon.
Occasionally, a piece of moon would peek from behind
a passing veil of vapor, but only for a moment. Blue light flickered through
the neighbor’s blinds and dogs yapped from somewhere beyond the surrounding
trees. I listened for coyote howls, but heard none.
Strangely, I offered no howls of my own, and never
once wondered about werewolves; I’d almost think I must be growing up, if I
didn’t know better.
I did, however, think about the silly warnings I’d
seen posted on Facebook about the “Blood Moon!” event, as well as the exhortations
from various world religious leaders not to panic. Apparently, some people
actually thought a full moon/eclipse augured the end of the world; I would have
thought that kind of superstition had died out long ago.
But then I see the sort of things that become viral
on Facebook — please stop sharing that
blasted privacy notice thing! — or that become points of contention between
otherwise “enlightened” and educated persons, and can’t help but accept that
we, as a species, will believe almost anything.
I mean, there are some things “I want to believe,”
as Special Agent Fox Mulder’s office poster used to declare. But I don’t want
to be stupid about it.
Apropos of Mulder, my son tossed in the metaphorical
towel early on, returning indoors to continue his binge-watching of “The
X-Files” on Netflix as he anticipates the revival of the series early next
year. I suspect he’s genetically predisposed to enjoy that kind of thing, and I
know which of his parents is to blame.
Meanwhile, cloud-watching and eclipse-waiting, it
seems, is an old-person’s game. My wife and I persisted in our quest for
another half-hour or so, as she experimented with different settings on her
camera and I experimented with magical cloudbursting spells.
Surely, just the right gesture and exhortation —
“Expelliarmus!” perhaps, or “Rain, rain, go away!” — would pierce the veil in
time to see the moon blush in humiliation over all this misdirected attention.
The wife was less amused by my silliness than I was,
I suspect, but more patient than she might have been in earlier years. A lunar
halo effect, perhaps, though it may be that she allowed me some leeway because
our pearl anniversary was the next day and a dozen roses had mysteriously
materialized on the dining table earlier in the afternoon.
But try as I might, I failed to dissolve the cloud
cover with either magic or telekinesis. Whether that’s a testimony to the
strength of the tropical weather pattern or an indictment of the weakness of
frequency or amplitude in my brainwaves — you can decide.
Peace.
Thursday, October 01, 2015
GIANTS IN THE EARTH — Now available on Kindle!
Ritualistic child murders bring FBI profiler GABRIEL STREET and occultist SIR ARTHUR MAGUS to the town of Junction, Alabama, just as a young woman seeks shelter on her estranged father's farm. REBECCA CALIBAN is pregnant, tormented by the belief her dead husband came to her in the night, leaving her with child. She descends into madness as the investigators battle the killer, an ageless shapeshifter preying upon the innocent in service to a forgotten god.
... Darkness haunts young Tom Caliban, who grows up in the shadow of his mother’s mysterious death, raised by his grandfather. Unaware of Tom or his connection to their shapeshifting enemy, Magus meets each year with the men who helped him battle the Changeling — but distrust begins to grow between them.
... A traveling preacher walks into Junction one summer day, shouldering a rugged cross and promising souls to his unseen Lord. And as Becca’s child reaches his 18th birthday, a new church rises on the site of the Changeling's pyre — and a girl goes missing in Junction. The souleater rises, its hungry call stirring the restless souls haunting the tiny town — including one spirit who has been searching the halls of the hospital for her lost child these past 18 years.
Previously serialized as three novellas, GIANTS IN THE EARTH is the first volume in an ongoing series, The Caliban Cycle. This edition, gathering the entire tale together, includes never-before-published bonus material that includes notes from the author about the origins of the tale and a sneak preview excerpt from the sequel story, AND THE MOON INTO BLOOD, which will be published in early 2016.
... Darkness haunts young Tom Caliban, who grows up in the shadow of his mother’s mysterious death, raised by his grandfather. Unaware of Tom or his connection to their shapeshifting enemy, Magus meets each year with the men who helped him battle the Changeling — but distrust begins to grow between them.
... A traveling preacher walks into Junction one summer day, shouldering a rugged cross and promising souls to his unseen Lord. And as Becca’s child reaches his 18th birthday, a new church rises on the site of the Changeling's pyre — and a girl goes missing in Junction. The souleater rises, its hungry call stirring the restless souls haunting the tiny town — including one spirit who has been searching the halls of the hospital for her lost child these past 18 years.
Previously serialized as three novellas, GIANTS IN THE EARTH is the first volume in an ongoing series, The Caliban Cycle. This edition, gathering the entire tale together, includes never-before-published bonus material that includes notes from the author about the origins of the tale and a sneak preview excerpt from the sequel story, AND THE MOON INTO BLOOD, which will be published in early 2016.
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